The Journey to EPIC...
After 30 years of looking around my ever changing environments, diving head, heart, pocket, and "other head" first into exploring and experimenting with my life, dreams, ambitions, and aspirations, life partners etc…I came to a point where all that I was working so hard to build up was beginning to and eventually did crumble right before my eyes (again). Why?
I was at a major low point that made me question, as I tend to do from time to time, What The F*&K is the point of all of this? Why are things headed in this unfavorable direction while I am trying my hardest to change the direction of this ship? Does this sound familiar?
As I was headed for my proverbial iceberg...(more proverbial since I live in Hawaii)... I started to distance myself from the situations at hand and observe my auto pilot mode of operating as well as that of the people (positive and negative) that surrounded me. Kind of like when a person is in shock and it seems like some of their senses aren't working but they have to use whatever faculty is working to deduce what the hell just happened and why? Does any of this strike a chord?
Let’s just say by July of 2016 I crashed head first into that iceberg. That damn iceberg incident could be described as the destruction of a multitude of paradigms that I held as the pillars and foundation of my life. It was by far one of my greatest Rites of Passage that I have had to literally crawl, walk, fight, cry, yell, sweat, run, and heal through. It looked quite frankly like the end for me in the midst of great emotion pain, confusion, betrayal, loss, disconnection, self-hate, fear, and regret unto the point of suicide. The movement through these trials and a year later a test of my real connection to my being, my inner guidance, my will, my comprehension, understanding, and the cultivation of courage, and the will to seek out and live my purpose sparked by the return of another of illness and my choice to go an un-orthodox route for my healing. I have had an interesting journey that has become “full blown EPIC”! I have come to many conclusions along this journey but the one that I wish to share with you is that we can move from the darkest of your dark moments to being in a place of undeniable change, expansiveness, integration, love, stewardship, and the term that’s on everybody’s lips (like Carmex in the 90’s)-Alchemy.
The masses of us are living lives that we don’t like, working for and with people who we my not be connecting with in a healthy way, being driven by issues that we haven’t taken time and space to identify and attend to, and we are being caught up in cycles that we allow to keep us from accessing our purpose, our joy, our truth, and the abundance nature of this life journey due to paradigms that have been provided to us for generations but seem to leave us unsatisfied within our cores. I have been fully in this mode of living and I intend to be one of the many beautiful extensions of your larger self to serve as a light and a reminder that there are many another ways to thrive. I am here to share my experience and offer services and modalities that I have been guided to, and through to those who find resonance and are ready to tap into you greatness, to move closer and in many cases dive fully into your Epic Life, I am here to be your Advocate. If you are ready to get started join the Epic Life Tribe to receive a my three step series of guided action tools to get you started moving along on your path. I have found the results of commitment to putting this guide to action to be an invaluable asset and gateway for growth. I share this with you as a welcome. Enjoy what comes next!
Sending much Love and Aloha,
Ezriyah Ben Ernst